My song was played for the panelist at the rally, AND ALL 5 A& R PANELISTS LOVED IT, and the entire audience went WILD!Unfortunately, I have not heard from anyone since.
I mean, the panelists all wanted a copy. What happens next, if anything at all?
Should I pitch BABY PUNCH MY FACE to the TAXI listings, but here's the problems.
1.) Every freaking listing asks for BROADCAST QUALITY! I have no clue how to get my stuff broadcast quality! I thought it was whether the song was a HIT or not.
2.) I am too poor to be able to afford $10 per pitch! Used to be $5. And $20 for a custom critique so I can better the song?
Geez, I am so lost, dazed, and confused. Should I be excited, or should I come back down to reality?
Well, I could stop bitchin' and start panhandling again, that's the spirit.
I mean, I remember in 2000 in a karaoke contest, I rapped BABY GOT BACK. I had the crowd loudly roaring, but... I didn't win 1st and 2nd or 3rd place.
I mean, I got spirit, but have I got the goods? Am I really legit?
Am I a legitimate ENTERTAINER, or just cheap amusement?
Everyone says on I AM FUNNY AS HELL, but... I want to be REAL! ANY clown can get people to laugh at him. The lowest form of entertainer is a comedian.
Do I need cosmetic surgery to make me more marketable? Image is HUGE these days. Talent, well, just listen to what's being played today and... you decide.
At the rally, in 2010, I was told I did NOT have the look of an artist.
That was ok in the 80s, when our artists looked uglier than death AND WE STILL LOVED THEM. This is the 3rd Millennia. If you ain't young and good-looking, it is 1,000,000 times harder to make it.
Ironically, I am trying to get a song in the charts top-10 IS I CAN get stem cells, cosmetic surgery. People keep telling me to believe in myself, and then they abandon me to myself. It ain't easy being lonely. Not even Michael Jackson could do it ALL BY HIMSELF. ONLY GOD can do it BY HIMSELF!
Maybe I will write a song called "A FACE to DIE for and LOOKS That KILL" and call it punk-rap like BABY Punch My Face.
Katy Perry says she sold her soul to the devil(audio in sync)
https://youtu.be/8ZGoixVlrKE
Oh well, Katy Perry sold her soul and went from crummy nameless gospel singer to super pop stardom. I sell my soul to, unless GOD will do it for me, even if this is not what HE wants for me. Israel wanted a king like all the other nations. God thru the prophet Samuel said, "I am your king." Israel said, "We want A HUMAN KING!" God said, "Ok, but it will come with a painful price and, there will be turning back once I give you what you want."
I don't want to sell my soul but, I will do what I have to do.
Think about it!
Success = STEM CELLS! NO more aches in pains! No more people asking if I am drunk because my speech! Maybe even good-looking girls by my side! It's all about ROCK N ROLL, and hot chicks and money, and being happy. My happiness now is incomplete, tainted with disability and pain, and hope, but it had better come quick! I am old, and half-way dead. Being middle-aged is no fun when your emotions say "DANCE! GO GO GO!" when you got a decrepit body screaming, "NO NO NO!"
